….start this God Loving day…I woke up at 1pm and I thought I was going to do something but I’m not gonna do it. I don’t know how to proceed. I need coffee, some breakfast, I gotta call my painter, I have to check my e-mail to see if my lawyer/manager/agent/somebody else has bad news/good news about whatever shit has happened…and then on top of everything I need to worry about what an absolute mess my life is with no way out.You talk about this world being unfair. You have no idea. Your good works and your good deeds don’t mean shit. There. That oughta cover it. Oh and I need to work out.
