Phil--"I had my most embarrassing and disgusting meltdown yet at around 11:30pm PST on the videocast. Some people think these are some sort of put-on. I wish. They are examples of taking things far more seriously than they should be and heaping this angst and over-preoccupation with perfection on my crew, one of the best a guy could have.
I'm recommitting myself to not doing that again. I don't care if people believe me or don't believe me. But see for yourself what an asshole I can be. One more thing. At least I admit it unlike the billions of assholes swarming this earth who think they're doing fine."
